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At his company's computer lab |
He is a very important figure in my life at this present time. Kenny and I have known each other for the past four years, and although we became intimate in 2007, it was not until earlier this year that we began considering each other as future mates. kenny, now twenty-five is a fun-loving gentle man who strives to care for those whom he loves.
Kenny too was born and raised in Grenada. But unlike my family, his family are middle class and were able to care for its members more than my family were able to care for us. Therefore, Kenny has not lived through the same circumstances as I did. Nevertheless, he is aware of individuals who has, is or will be going through similar experiences as myself. Because of this, Kenny is wiling to do all he can to make a difference. He wants to serve others and standing at my side, supporting me and caring for the children in the Palace is a period of his life that he is looking forward to. Ever so often he would say to me "..., I admire what you are going to do, and although I do not have the same level of drive for it as you do, but I will support you, I will be there with you.".
I am deeply in love with Kenny and am thankful that he is willing to be the "Father Figure" in the Palace and play the role of a Father to the children whom may have lost their Fathers. I am unwilling and very much unable to consider any male as my future spouse if he does not intend to be the Father of my children -[both biological and non-biological]. I know that everyone does not have the same passion as I do, but part of my dream is to not merely establish the Palace and provide food and clothing to the children; instead, I have always dreamed and I am going to provide genuine parental care to each and every child in the Palace. I know what affection deficiency can do to a child. I know exactly what it feels like to eat and still feel hungry and believe me I know what its like to feel frozen and numb even though sun is shining in its brilliance. I was a victim of what I call the "yes food, no affection" disease which only equates to severe psychological damage if not taken care of soon enough. It was not until I was age twenty and received professional counseling and therapy that I was able to almost fully recover. The healing process continues and progresses with the passage of time.
I am grateful to all persons who have influenced my life for good and for those who are willing to assist me in my attempt of influencing others' lives for the best!
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